number 332

things remembered.

i feel like going there and getting a nice pen and a zippo...but i have no clue why

number 331

"colorado has snow."

"colorado is somewhere new."

"colorado means we'll probably have a real fire place."

"colorado won't be that cold all the time."

"colorado won't have as many bigoted people as the other choices."

to tell the only one of those that made my ears perk up was the last one.

but still not enough for me to be ok with leaving her behind.

number 330

i'm much too sleepy nowadays.


i wanna be at her house. i sleep so much better there. and it's always warm at her house
:]

number 329

i feel like i'm grounded because i have my phone...but have like...almost no one to text.

this is gonna be a long ass month.

number 328

"what the hell was that damn dream about?!

it's going to drive me insane..."

that's what goes through my head a lot.

number 327

i can't remember who i really was in freshmen year.
everyone talks about who they were back then, and how much they've changed...


all i've done is tried to understand why i did everything and how i did everything, not change it all.

all i know is, i really don't like who i was then, so me not changing, does that mean i still don't like who i am?

i'd like to think i've grown to like myself quite a bit, compared to back then...?

number 326

why do i always feel the need to say that to who ever i'm getting close with before they go to bed?

i've always said it...it makes me wonder.

number 325

i think it's interesting how our wave lengths overlap from time to time still.