number 458

i don't want to have a councelor again.
i don't want mom and dad to spend the money for one.
i don't want to be weak.
i don't want to hear them tell me everything that's wrong with me.
i don't want to hear i need more medication.
i don't want to be dependant on medication.
i don't want to waste money on hearing them tell me what to do.
i don't want to think about it all.


i know none of it will help. it didn't last time.