number 102

another thing i've grown to realize, i crave the most random things when i'm on it.

as weird as this may sound, and weird, i really do crave random things. not just food or anything.
certian kinds of music, certian people to be around, certian things. [if you catch my drift]

i never noticed it until 3 years ago, but then was when i noticed the food part more, recently i realized the rest...

i'm not saying how recently.

[as a hint, i was starting to realize this before i started dating shelby]