number 103

i usually don't think lowly of people around me. i try not to think highly of myself.
for all i know it'll be my downfall...i really don't want it to be.

i hate when i realize i'm thinking lowly of someone or thinking highly of myself. i try not to. you really don't know how hard i try to not think lowly of someone. no one can really understand how i try to let everyone have the benefit of the doubt now. last school year [freshman year] was a different story, but now i try so hard not to be that anymore.