number 83

i'm a "what if-er"

it's usually been my motive for everything.
why would i date someone like that?
well what if i find it's fun? what if i help them? what if i do them good?
then there's always the what if you hurt them? what if they hurt you? what if you hurt them, yourself, and others just because you found you got yourself in something terrible?

that's where i leave the gut instinct to answer for me. if it thinks the good what if's out way the bad [which does happen] then i take the chance.


look at me now, yea i'm depressed a lot, but my relationships usually help another in some way.