i always was unsure of why i felt so close to lauren collins at the end of the school year [07-08 year]
and i came up with some reasons why...
1. because during the women she was the only senior [with the exception of kaylin] who showed me some respect and she remained quite level headed when something seemed off tech wise
2. because after the women she still seemed to show me at least some respect [more than most of the other seniors]
3. because she had become my role model when it came to stagemanaging
4. because she never babied me when i complained. everyone always complains about how she acts like such a bitch or whatever, but she just tells it like it is. she doesn't hold back. whenever i did complain i would almost always know someone would be there to baby me, but she didn't and for some reason it made me happy.
5. because she always seemed to make me see how i could fix things, made me feel like i could actually change things, and that made me not give a fuck about what everyone else was saying. she made me jump into my optimistic mood out of nowhere and i'd stay that way for a while.
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